Interests:International Music. Strings. Percussion. Wind. Books. Lots of Books. Drawing. ALL Art. Banksy. Miss Van. Mademoiselle Kat. Vanity. Toki Doki. Cosmetics. Fashion. COLORS&STYLE. Expertise:Telling the truth.
*sigh*... I don't know why, but I just keep being stupid about it.
I KNOW I don't want to be with him. And when I really think about it, I wouldn't want to run into him. But I still find myself trying to get in touch with him and trying to meet up with him. WHY? I don't know why. It's like an itch. A very annoying itch that won't go away.
I really have to stop thinking about it and just let it go. It never works out that way though, and it sucks.Whenever I do eventually start thinking straight, I feel incredibly stupid and want to literally knock some sense into myself.
Ugh. The stupid things we have to deal with in life.
So, awesome event of the day - I got a palm reading. :D
I was at the SPC showing of 'Milk', helping set up, swipe cards, and whatnot. There's this one guy in SPC named Max, and Mo told me he can read palms. I was like "HOW COOL!" and then Mo was gonna get his palm read, but he got scared. Haha. So I volunteered. See, coming out of my Religion Analysis class, I became VERY open-minded to such mysticism. SO I was SUPER excited to get a reading.
SO... what I remember from my reading: - I'm going to die at the age of 75 from a heart attack. I always believed I wouldn't make it pass my 70's 'cause of the line of diseases from BOTH my parents. This only confirmed it. Haha. - I'm going to start my career at the age of 25 and I'm going to love it. - I might have a career in art. This made me so very happy. - My career is gonna be something that I've always wanted to do since I was a child and it is going to incorporate some of my hobbies as well. I WAS SO EXCITED TO HEAR THIS! I always worry about my career and if I'm truly going to love it. - I have some good money management and I'll be reasonably wealthy in the future. This made me laugh 'cause I actually had to go to the bank with my dad today for some crap that happened involving overdraft charges... Haha. - I have good leadership skills and am a little stubborn. I personally don't believe I have good leadership skills, although I'm trying to get better. And I CAN be stubborn, but not always. - I should not go into politics or anything of the like. Thank goodness. - I've had 2 major loves in my life. I was so taken back by this - 'cause it's true. Gahhhh. - I go after my dreams and accomplish them. I am passionate and ambitious. However, I have to contain my passion and ambition because if not, I'll never know what I want to do. THIS IS SO TRUE! I feel like I have a lot of ambition, but I can't focus it on any one thing. Sigh...
I literally had to step back and was like "...can I give you a hug?" I was amazed. Maybe I'm gullible, or maybe I'm just open-minded. But it really left me in a good mood.
He's gonna be at our SPC Pit Event on Monday. I can't wait to see what people think of his readings.
Oh! And I asked him how he learned to read palms. He told me his family lineage was Romanian and were Gypsies. So they wrote down a lot of what they knew in this book... which he read. And from there he learned and practiced how to read palms. How awesome.
Yep. My day was eventful. And dance practice was fun. I think I cut my eye again... I don't know how. It was feeling weird after practice and when I got home it hurt more and the vision is affected like when I cut it. So, I'm thinking my contact got dry and scratched it again, or something got into my eye and scratched it. It's not TOO bad though. I'll live. [:
I think I should start writing with bigger font... Reminder to myself: Change your layout!
Don't ask about the title of this entry - it was just the first thing that came to mind. See, I wanted to write about what we just did in my SLS class; we basically took a survey in real life. The words "Strongly Agree", "Agree", "Disagree", and "Strongly Disagree" were taped onto the walls of the class room. The activity itself was pretty entertaining. Then we got to the questions about homosexuals and their rights. There seemed to be ONE kid who was against it. At one point, everyone in the class was on the "Disagree"/"Strongly Disagree" side of the classroom, while he was the only one at the "Agree"/"Strongly Agree"... I believe this had to deal with the question of if homosexual couples should not be allowed to adopt children. It was just surprising for me to see that some college students still have some issues about homosexuality and anything of the like. I THOUGHT that since we all go to this culturally and sexually diverse school, that those feelings of animosity, or maybe even uncomfortableness, would be rid of. Then seeing that one against the 11 other students made me think: "Is this like a statistical sample of what our school's entire population believes?" Eh. Just something to write/think about.
On another note, I heard about a friend [Kuya Pachy] getting into an accident and it being pretty bad. He's alive and lucky to walk away from it with only minor injuries. The thing is, it happened a couple days ago and I found out last night. It's hard being separated from your friends because when crap like this happens, it's almost like you find out too late. Like, I have another friend whom I keep in touch with on a regular basis [texts every other day and such]. It's normal if we don't text each other for a week or two since we're both busy. Mind you, he doesn't live like 5 hours away... more like 45 mins. Anyway, we hadn't really talked in a couple weeks, but kept in touch with the usual Facebook wall comments and whatnot. He messaged me the other day saying that he was "giving up on life". I was EXTREMELY worried. It turns out he's just been going through a rough patch and it was one of those break down moments - but I had NO IDEA that it had been happening in those few days we would just keep in touch with each other.
I guess the message for it all is: don't inform me of something when it's too late [or just later]. For one, I feel like a bad friend because I couldn't help until it was so bad that you just had to tell someone. In Kuya Pachy's case, I'm just a worry wart. Had he been in the ICU, I would have liked to be in the hospital. I guess, I just want to make sure people - my friends, family, everyone - is okay. Point is, everyone should just sit next to me so that I know they're okay and in turn, I will be okay. [:
Peace and love. I think I'll go read for my next class. Meh. <3
Started college at FIU! Having the best time meeting the bestest people everrrr!
I've been busy, but a good kind of busy. I got DTJ coming up with the Tokyo Love Bots! So, I've been practicing with the crew. ALSO, trying to step up my b-girl game and "practicing" with b-boys at FIU. Haha. I'm nowhere near decent. But... getting on that!
I'm also in the Student Programming Council (SPC), doing stuff for our students around campus. It's a lot of fun! I love it lotssss.
So I'm kinda devoting my time to school and these two clubs. They keep me on campus late, but I don't mind at all. At least I've got something to do... and it's something I love doing. :D So YAY!
I'll try to keep up with this... for Chantelle, since she's a Xanga stalker. Haha. Just keeding. Actually, a lot of people have been telling me to keep up with my Xanga. So I will.
